I hope my blog url doesn't sound cheesy, I just don't feel spending too much time thinking of one. There were so many times before, I tried to create my own blog. I stopped half way because I couldn't think of a cool blog title, but tonight I couldn't care less. Nevertheless, I'm suppose to be studying, my final exams are just around the corner and i'm not even half way through my notes. *sighs* Nevermind that.
When I started to have an urge to create a blog of my own, I know I wouldn't want to tell anybody about it. I wanted to write it anonymously. Not even my fiancee knows about this, I know this is going to upset him. But it's like a short 'getaway' for me from evrything and everyone that I have and know. A place when I can pretend to be someone else. Or to be the true 'me'? That I'm not sure. Hopefully when I start to write a bit more, I'll find out.
Yesterday, I watched Desperate Housewives S03Ep18 , it was over dramatic as usual. And later that day, Divorce and Prenupt of the Rich and the the Famous was on MTV. Me being a victim of celebrities gossips and reluctant supporter of papparazis watched it attentively. It's sad to see how many broken marriages growing like moulds on your expired breads. Makes other people have less faith in the good will of marriage. Even more, made people feel its normal thing now and hence they just easily give up on it when it gets a bit rocky.
In the early days, its always the men's fault. Often the case, he can't keeps his pants up to younger women. But nowadays, women played an equal bad-guy role in broken marriage. So called 'we women are equal with men' has taken the wrong turn. If I nag on about men not being faithful and never satisfied with what they have, that would be absolutely redundant. Lets talk about us women.
Just because your man cheated on you, that doesnt mean you should do the same thing to him. Instead you should put him to shame, by showing that your not as low life thug and coward as he is. Be a lady, sue his ass off if you must. Burn down his PS2, scratch his sports car, fill up his gas tanks with water, give away his favourite shirts/pants for charity, videotaped his nasty habits, talk bad about him to everybody, anything ladies but please dont get caught. Then, if you decide to still take him back, thats up to you. Well you know what they say, can't live with him, cant live without him. But I do believe working hard to make it work. It's not a sign of weakness to forgive. I mean if he's a good catch, why should some other tramp have him right?
I dare not to say more about this actually. Me, myself about to embark into married life soon. I love him, and unfortunately he's a man. hehe 
I'm a hopeless romantic at heart, despite my hard ass talking in the previous paragraph. Thinking how my life with him would be in the future, keeps me going everyday and puts me soundly asleep at night. Thats all for tonight...
